This Makes Up the Sky: Clouds. Isabel Grey

How clouds are made

by Isabel Grey

For Byron F. Aspaas

In a time where Berndnaut Smilde can make clouds 
inside, ephemeral art in cathedrals and coal mines, 
 
like the heavens reclined     I’m reminded of how clouds are made 
sky-high. Clouds are made with the sighs of birds, 
 
their response to sunrise and sunsets and the power to forget 
the land below them, even if only for a little while. 
 
Clouds are made when nearby plateaus are leveled 
by the wind blown from another time, not yesterday 
 
or tomorrow. Clouds are made 
by the braiding of tears shed by a forgotten bride 
 
and the first laughter she makes at her new lover’s smile. 
Clouds are made during the silence that comes after 

we’ve passed into the eye of depression’s storm. 
Clouds are made when we drive too fast 
 
over dirt roads in our excitement to return home. 
Clouds are made in that tome online 
 
full of old photographs and notes to self. 

Clouds are made from the fist-fulls of ash 
 
we scatter in our late loved one’s honor. 
Clouds are made by grey matter, 
 
forming nimbuses of rumination 
that shade our heads like awnings. 
 
Clouds are made when fog yawns 
and retreats back up to bed. 

Clouds are made as the moon 
waves away stars like horse flies. 
 
Clouds are sent, special-made 
by the sun for our protection. 
 
Clouds repent for their lightning spent
with a performance of iridescence 
 
the color like soap bubbles washing away 
thunder’s echoing refrain. 
 
Clouds are shaped by the cookie cutters 
of angels, baked at temperatures of repeating numbers. 
 
Clouds are made to mislead each other: 
it’s just a few miles up ahead, trust me!

Clouds are made to house the castles

we’ll retreat to after this.

Clouds are made as stepping-stones 
for the gods and goddesses. 
 
Clouds are made by Mother Nature to use as pillows
and for the Nephologist’s bliss.


Isabel Grey holds an MFA in Creative Writing from Western Colorado University. She is an assistant editor at Terrain.org. Her work can be found at Twenty Bellows, new words {press}, and elsewhere. 


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